质数时代之五，生命的缱绻

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<P style="TEXT-INDENT: 262.5pt; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; mso-char-indent-count: 25.0" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; COLOR: black; mso-ascii-font-family: ''; mso-hansi-font-family: ''; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">我曾经苍老，现在我却风华正茂</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: ''; COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之后，我们终于见到了彼此，我看到了他有一双很美的眼睛，我近距离的感受这个男人的魅力，就像酒一样，在漫长的岁月里越来越成为佳酿，慢慢弥散在空气中，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">燠热的盛夏，阳光从头顶直射下来，一时间，我竟然感到了一丝眩晕，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">我曾经一直认为我们就像时光的两岸，知道对方的存在，却不会交汇在一起，今天，跨过沧海桑田，跨过可以感知与触摸的荏苒时光，在这个夏日相聚，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年时光，多少人与事沉埋在在时光的河流下，多少生离死别，多少悲欢沉浮，成为历史的往昔，与正在成为往昔的现在，横亘在其间的，是</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年的沧海桑田，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年时间，多少人想做圣贤最后却成了魔鬼，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年时间，多少人追逐幸福却只收获了痛苦与绝望，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之间，多少人夭折了他们的爱与善意，甚至生命本身，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年时间，深谷为陵，高岸为谷，多少人一转身就是阴阳两岸，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">白驹过隙的人生，总渴望抓住些什么，印证自己的存在，印证美好的存在，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">回首</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年前，那一刻，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">02</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">世界杯余波尚在，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年前，我所热爱的球队正在尴尬与挣扎之中，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年前，我刚刚知道他的存在，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年前，我以为找已经确定了自己的坐标，将会顺流而下，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年前，我向往着遥远的山河，梦想着自由的新大陆，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年前，我依旧充满了幻想，一直在想着与这世界做个妥协，甚至我觉得我能做到，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p><FONT color=#000000 face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">然而，一切都印证了那句话：一切都不可预知，一切都不可复制，生命的激荡常常会溢出堤岸，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之间，走过了千山万水，走过了充满痛苦与挣扎的牯岭街，横渡了海洋，跨过了男人们设置的疆界，涉水而过音乐与语言的江河，流浪过情感最偏远的边疆，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之间，经历了万千心劫，无论是他，还是我，或者是你们和他们，无论以怎样的方式，平和或是激烈，颠覆或是创造，痛苦或是欢乐，怀疑或是认可，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之间，经历了种种巅峰的体验，也经历了更多琐碎与平庸的生活，还有那么多次认为自己是个纯粹的失败者，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p><FONT color=#000000 face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">时光的河流就这样的流过我们，悄无声息却暗涛汹涌，而我也毫不留恋的抛弃了已经沉埋的一切，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之后，我热爱的球队打破了魔咒，获得了</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">45</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年后久违的荣耀，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之后，我，拜谒了梵蒂冈的大教堂，也拜谒了释迦的两尊等身像，却始终不能下定决定接受某种信仰，某些极好的人，一直在努力的敦促我，但于我，信仰是太严肃的事情，我似乎还没有准备好，因为，信仰就是信仰，不是寄托，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之后，我热爱的是那些我注定要热爱的，生命的本质与底色都是与生俱来，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之后，我触摸到了刚毅与大气最初的边界，因为我深深了悟了自己的所有罪愆，于是，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年后，我真诚的忏悔，我学会了谦卑，也理解了谦卑的含义，我深深羞愧于自己从前的虚妄的狂妄与偏狭，虽然太多错误都已经无法弥补，已成定局，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之后的今天，我终于见到了他那双美丽的眸子，我再次确认，这是一个极有魅力的男人，尽管我早已经这样认为，而这个相遇，超越了常规的琐碎与框架，就像悠长的赞美诗，在清晨的阳光里，破空而至，这是</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年时光打磨之后的优美，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p><FONT color=#000000 face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">于是，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><FONT face="Times New Roman">8</FONT></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">年之后，我感谢命运与造物的慷慨馈赠，悄然无声却沁人心脾，波涛汹涌而从容渊深，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt"><FONT face="Times New Roman"> <SPAN lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></SPAN></FONT></P>
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<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">我知道，我的原罪时代永远结束了，我已经撕破了始终无法摆脱的魔咒，奉献的时代刚刚开始，其实，我已经皈依，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p><FONT color=#000000 face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">风雨如晦，暗夜里，我泪流满面，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p><FONT color=#000000 face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">这就是生命与存在的缱绻情深，是在万千劫波之后，造物挥洒的慈悲光辉，是这样的广远与纯净，这样的激荡人心，</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p><FONT color=#000000 face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><FONT color=#000000><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">我从来没有像是今天这样，感到言辞的无力，也许就像布罗茨基说过的那样：总有一天，生命可以超越于罪愆之上展翅翱翔，那么我相信，同样也可以超越于言辞之上翱翔。</SPAN><SPAN style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt" lang=EN-US><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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